You were so close to me, always;
But still there were distances,
standing between us.
And now, when I must think
distances would be all that will matter.
I could find you much close to me.
It has been years when you crossed my
fences,
And my heart buried all the feelings
It could not show.
And everything around me had stopped;
Stopped long ago.
So many times, I’ve went through
The each moment of my existence with you.
I’ve lived and relived those moments,
A million times,
But all I could feel
Were some ruins that dripped
Through the eyes on my solemn face,
And some memories,
Indispensable memories, which remained.
The pains are all true just like my love,
Something which you never believed upon,
And it’s the only truth that remains in
my existence
And something I could never overcome.
And at the end of the day
I could see loneliness,
As always, standing beside me.
And so standing the image of your lovely
eyes.
The very eyes that held me once,
The eyes that kept me alive.
And now when I may behold them very close,
I realise, distances do mean a lot …….
09-01-2001 ---- 30-01-2001